Gloom...Hi there!
Do you know the sweet taste of victory in a tournament of your favourite sport after playing in loads of matches ?Or maybe the taste of the best, most gastronomic food, in your mouth, tickling your taste buds?Or how about the great feeling of making other people's face light up with joy?You know..that indescribable feeling that puts you on the top of the world, jumping with joy and relief?
Imagine what it feels like to have those feelings...
Okay, now imagine these ........
Do you know the sweet taste of victory in a tournament of your favourite sport after playing in loads of matches ?
Imagine the championship trophy is yanked away from your hands, to be given away to someone else because one of your teammates did not hand in her identity card during registration.Or maybe the taste of the best, most gastronomic food, in your mouth, tickling your taste buds
Now imagine the "insert your most favourite food in the whole wide world here" is already in your mouth, its most delicious, mind-puddling flavours about to melt and sweep through the taste buds of your tongue. But no no, just before its flavour can do so, that food was yanked out of your mouth, reason being something lame like.."Its too early to eat that, or you're too young to appreciate that"Or how about the great feeling of making other people's face light up with joy?
Only to bear bad news soonafter and take away whatever joy and relief that was previously given to these people, to see the disappointed looks of the previously hopeful people..Now, won't these be
'great' hair-tearing, kick in the ***** situations that make you want to go berserk because it was
so damn close!!
so, oh so damn freaking damning close...
only to be yanked away by a reason so unreasonable that you question the justice of humanity?These were what I was feeling yesterday and today....
I'm not going to go into the details of the situation,
but it was something to do with my examinations dates,
a chance of making the examination dates slightly flexible- that are so stubbornly attached to each other that the nuts and bolts in us students' brains pop out,
a chance of better grades for a class of 41 students.
Me and my classmates were so close to making it happen, by getting everyone to sign a petition in
two hours time, persuading everyone via networks, making our phone credits go all the way to zero.....
ahhhh, everything was oh so so so so damn close.
It was signed, authenticated, and almost official...
and now it all down the drain because of a reason that is ...
unjust.
Haih, at least I did try..
Anyway, the shell of what's left of me will be back in Subang after this exams...
Lastly, but definitely not the least...
Happy 21st Birthday, Nat !!
a pic from last year..with Nat being the center of the attention =)Happy Exams!
a pic from last year..with Nat being the center of the attention =)